Blue and Amber

I took this picture about four years ago at home, a few days before I go back to my work place. It was a typical uneasy moment, worried of leaving your family behind. I had to go, fooling myself again as I ignore such situations year after year, hoping to feel numb and to smile about it even if you knew it doesn't work that way. It's close to a decade and I'm still away from them, I don't really know when, I stopped counting the days. Time cannot bother me anymore, to do what I have to do and to do what's right for them. There is hope.